under the big black sun: a fable 

 
 
 







Every so often he drives at night to the zoo. It's deliberately off the regular rounds. He doesn't want to dilute the experience with routineness—one of the treasured locations he visits as redemptive treat. Or, in this case, tonight, after Connie, an attempt to not sink to a place he won't leave again.

Past dark the visible world appears something removed from the washed-out daytime look. Everything reverses, from timeworn seediness to mystery and beauty—leafy overhangings, animal-urged deformations of earth, the unfathomable odors.

The location bespeaks bizarre civic inspiration—the heart of the south side, a huge block bounded on the west by Burg Jones. Black neighborhoods.

Mac has a favorite pattern. Wilson street, newly paved and widened, abrupts onto a curved intersection, treeless with municipal park trappings. Straight ahead is the drive that leads to the parking lot and visitor's center, then on to other neighborhoods. Right is back toward the Lone Star highway and the charity hospital, the old section.

Mac wheels left instead, anticipating the delights. Along the bumpy blacktop sits a series of dilapidating two-room houses and groundward-sloping beer lounges, heavily shadowed from dense-branch overheads, inducing grassless yards. Soon the outbuildings of the zoo appear on the right, no less or more dilapidated than the nearby houses, segregated by hurricane fences bulged strangely from leaning creatures.

On a night with windows down this can be imagined: a man in his living room turns the television off for the night and peers through the curtains to see a pack of lions moving slowly to some destination in moonlight. A drunk staggers across the street to berate a giraffe's somber visage gazing down through a dangling crown of Louisiana tree moss. An unlit bedroom sexual congregation is punctuated by guttural calls of the tiger. Small well-built houselike structures with high-wattage lamps for warmth scattered in villagelike formation across a manicured prairie. Monkeys chattering back to immodest jukeboxes and car radios. Children being put to bed complain of not being able to hear the elephant tonight. A distant dark continent across the mere border of a city street.

Mac parks on a gravel extension off a ninety-degree turn in the blacktop, hidden near the abode of Ralph the Wonder Llama. An almost pleasant calm. After two, and the bar beside the Mercedes Inn motel has dispatched its denizens. There's a light on in Ralph's shack, visible through the door opening, but the llama has not come out yet. The driver is able to wait.

After some time, Mac sees something he has never seen before. It is as though a specific reward for the predictably sad encounter earlier. Had he not seen this himself he would have not believed it. While paused, waiting for the llama,  a surreptitious procession crosses the street.

Directly before him are a number of men in magnificent tribal regalia, clasping poles—spears? They step gingerly, knees raised high in wide, loping steps, hips pivoting, moving from the neighborhood onto zoo grounds through a non-obvious slit in the hurricane fence. No bicycle-riders these. Nor are they gold-chained bandana-wearing drive-by gangstas clothed in shades of red and blue. Their enclave bears faint resemblance to others distant downriver in New Orleans, wild Mardi Gras troupes, but this bespeaks something different.

With lights and engine off Mac is not particularly noticed. Once through the fence, they march to a grassy savanna-like plain and gather into a circle. There are seven of them. One innovation seems notable: upon black oily skin the glowing of novelty shop neon fingerpaint.

A distant rhinoceros starts, moving away from the intruders. A drumbeat erupts. The drummer swirls in an erratic dance. A low, almost mumbled communal chant. Beneath municipal streetlights the tall leafy grass sways with an electric green tint.

Shouts punctuate the drum accents. Limbs thrust in dance coordinate with violent machine-like motion. The pantomime of a great hunt is acted out, an invisible quarry seeming to occasionally materialize among breezy shadows.

Mac gets out of the car in order to see better.

The sound of the door is a mistake.

From a freeze, there erupts much shouting and pointing. After another moment, a coordinated cry, loud. He retreats tentatively.

Acquired primitiveness, apparently, does not preclude modern firearms; after a warning shot Mac scrambles back inside the car.

He tries to call out; just watching, no harm meant. Another shot and then the answering cry of something huge—the tiger?

Almost sullenly he fires up the Fury. Same story,  different night.